Him

Lately I have really felt like God has been speaking to me. To become a better person, wife, mother. I am needing some spiritual growth and more closeness to Him. I have been wanting more and hoping it will come soon. I know He is at work in me and know he will help me to become all I can be and want to be and more.

I don't feel like God has been a major part of our lives. Yes, we believe and yes we go to church. But do I really know Him? I have been wondering that for some time now. I want God to be more a part of our lives and I want my son to grow up being closer to Him than I have ever been or had the chance to be. It is important to me that he knows and understands.

My heart is longing for more! I want to become excited for God and excited to go to church. I want Him to show me how to be that better person that I strive for and how to live for Him and through Him. I see others wanting to and enjoying their worship and are involved in their congregation. We don't have that and I honestly feel I am missing out.

I have the book A Purpose Driven Life but have never stopped and made the time to read it. I have heard great things about it and know I need to set aside even just 15 minutes a day to read. I am interested to know what it's really about. I think it will open my eyes to a lot of things that I have yet to discover.

Just something that has been weighing on my heart. I wanted to share. I know there are others out there that feel the same as I. I have been saved in the past but feel I need a renewal and also to be baptised. I also want Logan to be baptised as well. He has been prayed over and I know he is a child of God. But he needs to be truly given to Him and in front of Him. I hope to make that happen soon.

Good night!